Performer lyrics

I feel alone So put parts of my soul In the wind in the hope Someone finally sees I have doubts so I filter them out With the sound of applause I am making a scene Oh I get sick so I build out of sticks What I should build of stone And it falls around me Hey look I'm Standing on The table Don't let me fall Away I just wanna be okay I can be fine I just need a little time To cut myself in two I'm lonely how are you I'm full of holes So I fill them with hopes That I might leave behind Someone better than me I don't know why I make jokes all the time Like the day that I stop is the day you all leave Look at me I'm pretending to be Someone else who might seem isn't scared of dying Hey over here everyone I might just let throw it all away I was gunna be ok I swear in time I was gunna be just fine I'll show my scars to you no matter who you are I'm lonely that is true But show me someone who isn't