Reluctance lyrics

I know i'm gonna have a hard time with you Your heart isn't sad like mine I wouldn't tell ya cause i know that it would keep you from Making something of this mess of mine You wanna know my sentimental reasons Why i call you when my heart is sad and low Well, i call your name just to hear a heart beating Wanna make sure mine's there for sure I need it, oh i hear your heart beating I feel it, it's there for sure We speak it when we bite back feelings We fought off for so long