Room 14 (I'm fine) lyrics

Here I am in hotel room 14 I'm calling you to ask you how you feel My rocking chair is going back and forth Tomorrow we will travel to the north And you know I'm fine Well I'm not alright I miss my home I miss you all And you think it's fine But it's not alright I lost myself I kept my breath Till the time I thought I untied the knot I felt I'm free Breeze of the sea But it was that late Ain't no stars to rate Yeah, show was tight Have a good night Still I am in hotel room 14 I cannot sleep I wonder "what's my deal" Do I get what I really worth? I'm done from here, that's my pay off