summer home lyrics

First of the month, I'm out in LA Smoke in my lungs, stuck in a heatwave Cold call from Ellie says it's not as special without me (ah) Hearin' her voice crack split me in half Kind of vacation you never get back All 'cause a kid's little crush didn't last Didn't plan for it ending so fast But it's not about that I've got a complex with growing up I'm over-nostalgic, young, and dumb Spendin' every August at your summer home Don't even know what I'm scared of losin' most It's heart-shaped castle honeymoons It's somethin' I could run back to But I can't, anymore I'll be fine, keep what's yours You got a girlfriend, so I keep my distance Hold no resentment for you, but I do For the chapter of life that I lived in One that I wasn't ready to finish Yeah, it's not about you I've got a complex with growing up I'm over-nostalgic, young, and dumb Spendin' every August at your summer home (at your summer home) Don't even know what I'm scared of losin' most It's heart-shaped castle honeymoons It's somethin' I could run back to But I can't (but I can't), anymore (anymore) I'll be fine (I'll be fine), keep what's yours (keep what's yours) 'Cause I want different things than I did before A house on a river was big enough At seventeen Now it's small for me I've got a complex with growing up I'm over-nostalgic, young, and dumb Spendin' every August at your summer home At your summer home