biting my tongue lyrics

Tryna make everyone happy first Jump through hoops like fancy needle work I'm held together by a thread Missing 'cause I always aim to bleed Never ask for what I need I keep putting me in second best Empty my head, use all my energy 'Cause I want to impress, so I'll play figurine I'll bend backwards, till my back hurts And I'm Biting my tongue I'm going off the deep end, and I'm tired of it all But awake enough to pretend Biting my tongue I've been making it a problem, and I'm tired of it all Can't be awake with all these fake friends Never let bridges burn Giving never getting in return I'm lying in the bed I've made (bed I've made, bed I've made) One-sided friendship Always leave it open ended I'm sick of carrying the weight (weight) Empty my head, use all my energy 'Cause I want to impress, so I'll play figurine I'll bend backwards, till my back hurts And I'm Biting my tongue I'm going off the deep end, and I'm tired of it all But awake enough to pretend Biting my tongue I've been making it a problem, and I'm tired of it all Can't be awake with all these fake friends Biting my tongue (ahh) Don't ask me why I never speak my mind (ahh, ahh) Holding my breath (ahh) Although it hurts, I swallow the words (ahh, ahh)