Surprise lyrics

Sometimes I feel like a guilty pleasure Sometimes it don’t feel like pleasure at all Face in the air like I’m trying to fool ya What a surprise I’m just fooling myself Glued to my phone I’m just trying to hear ya Sweat on the glass burning holes in my hand I don’t wanna believe in a new communion Pour out the wine taste the blood in my breath Till I go and find out It’s so easy Turn and walk away from all the sadness Even if it feels too hard to handle I know it’s just a reason to let it fly Bending my will but the effort is wasted Hung up and dry just a tool in the shed Springing the trap cause it’s testing my patience What a surprise it was all in my head Going to hell guess they killed me with kindness Drank all my time now I’m eating the chance Is a moment of truth such an inconvenience Peel off the rind bite the fruit in my hands Till I go and find out It’s so easy Turn and walk away from all the sadness Even if it feels too hard to handle I know it’s just a reason to let it fly