I'm Trying lyrics

She said I'm not pointing fingers And he said yes you are 'Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If I told you I'd been walking Out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcholoics word? I can't change what's done is done But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me I'm trying I'm trying She sat down on the floor And said I wish I was stronger Right now I feel fragile as glass I want to believe you Believe what's held you has freed you And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back My parents think I'm crazy for staying here this long But there's nothing more I want for us than to prove to them they're wrong I don't want to be afraid, I don't want to think you're lying And though I haven't found the faith yet, that I need I'm trying Oh, I'm trying He asked, do you want me to leave? 'Cause if you do, you know I will But she said, much to his disbelief No, I love you still He said I don't know why I've been the fool But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying Said, I haven't been the man I want to be But, I'm trying Oh,I'm trying I'm trying Oh Lord, I'm trying