Beloved Addiction lyrics

So many times So many times I've tried To run away from you But I keep coming back to you Wasted years, broken dreams All for nothing, all for my needs No light of life in these eyes All that matters is my beloved addiction Bleeding You took my smile away Burning Like acid in my veins Fading Just trying to seize this day Failing Have I lost again? So many years So many empty promises Through the voices in my head I can hear you call my name I've lost again.