Red Eyed lyrics

I'm tripping out about some heavy things Wasting time alone. Waiting for better things And if I fall down And if I stay down All the while I knew that you were there for me Your summer smile is still stained all on my memory And all the while I knew that you were there for me This is not the red I want to see And what I put you through, you say was wrong I told the truth, maybe I should have lied And if I'm way down Will I stay down? Remember yesterday I want my yesterday You lying next to me I've only done what I thought was right without you I know it's dumb what I thought was right without you