I Didn't Use To Be a Good Girl lyrics

I wore my pain like leather skin Smiled wide but broke within I danced through nights I don't recall Trying to matter, trying to feel at all And they thought I was just wild But I was just a shattered child I didn't use to be a good girl I played with fire just to stay warm I let the world decide my worth And wore the chaos like a form But underneath the noise and scars There was a light behind the dark I didn't used to be a good girl But grace found my heart I spoke in silence, walked in shame Thought love was just another game But something broke, and light came in And I began to breathe again Now I see her in the mirror The one I fought for through the tears I didn't use to be a good girl I played with fire just to stay warm I let the world decide my worth