Cracks In The Armor lyrics

I hate when people say 'how have you been?' Cuz I'm a relatively nice girl, but I'll lie every time Its not you its me, no its you I dont really even know whats wrong Just know I never, quite belong So I'm sorry if I stay in bed Gotta do my best, fix whats left of my head I dont mean to cause an uproar Its just these cracks in the armor Don't think you know how sick I really and truly am I wanna whisper in your ear, and sing those pretty little songs But I forgot the words, oh how it hurts Its not you its me, no its you I dont really even know whats wrong Just know I somehow, must keep strong So I'm sorry if I stay in bed Gotta do my best, fix whats left of my head Just know I somehow can't belong