Song for my Father lyrics

In between me and you are a million points of light, I've cast them up into a darkening sky. You can follow them to me when you are lost or you are free and I will wait here, I will wonder why. The closer I get to the truth the further away I feel, I am grappling in a terrifying free fall. All I have is all I know, a vague concept of how it goes, it coalesces, makes a shape, then slips away.