If I Try To Find You lyrics

Haven't seen you in a while I wonder where you are now Seemed so grown, but I was just a child Everything you said was so profound When you found me I was perfect, freshly seventeen Said you had never met a girl that was like me Spilled your words like honey, sickly sweet and I believe Swear I'm grown now that I know now but I still think If I try to find you Will I be scared with what I see? If I try to find you When you see me, will you believe? You shoulda known better You had a decade over me Thought you were a storm that I could weather I was blind babe, now I see Shoulda listened when they told me to run far from you Promised worlds and mountains that were never true All you wanted was to fuck me, that's all you would do I should move on, find a new one, but I don't want to If I try to find you Will I be scared with what I see? If I try to find you When you see me, will you believe? Show your face I need to see The bitter taste Of ecstasy Why do I still care? I still care