Backwards lyrics

Struck out on my quest Turned around and took two steps, backwards Heart out of my chest Serving my emotion led, backwards Lucky, lucky me, I said Bitter, never breaking bread, backwards Seems I've failed this test Living like I'm still not blessed, blessed I'm sick and tired of losing track Keep stacking sticks to pave a path So sick and tired of falling flat So I'm trying tricks to face the fact Guess I took the wrong way round Shut the book and hit the ground God, I took the long way down Cut the hook and keep the crown I’m sick and tired of church and chess I take the wine and leave the bread I’m jaded in the wilderness And trying tricks to not confess I don’t break bread I just regret instead I don’t break bread I just regret (shh) I don’t break bread I just regret instead Struggle and sweat, shaking my head Losing my steps like a bad bet, roulette Holding my breath with the time left I don’t break bread I just regret instead Struggle and sweat shaking my head Choosing my death like a bad bet, roulette Holding my breath with the time left Guess I took the wrong way round Shut the book and hit the ground God, I took the long way down Cut the hook and keep the crown, the crown I don’t break bread I just regret instead I don’t break bread I just regret I don’t break bread I just regret instead I don’t break bread I just regret