Monster lyrics

Darkness crawls in a shadow I can't shake it tonight What to do when the war is stuck inside my mind It's like a great divide Who wins it's a surprise Go crazy I'm at a loss for words It's hard to measure This pain or pleasure Try and do better While the monster plays at night It's hard to measure This pain or pleasure Try and do better But my heart is terrified Morning greets me I'm hazy My memories are gone Sent messages ex-lovers But my inbox is cold First aid I'm turning red I'm spinning on my bed Go crazy I'm at loss for words, come on It's hard to measure This pain or pleasure Try and do better While the monster plays at night It's hard to measure This pain or pleasure Try and do better But my heart is terrified I'm fighting every day Just hope that I'm okay No band-aid can repair This broken mind-affair I'm fighting every day Just hope that I'm okay No band-aid can repair This broken mind-affair I'm fighting every day Just hope that I'm okay No band-aid can repair This broken mind-affair