SO NUMB THAT SHES IN HELL (2021 version) lyrics

(Hey doc. I've been wondering Is it me that's sick? Is my only hope to scrape off the edges of myself That don't fit neatly into reality? Or should I carve a hole in the world That only I can fit in? And who is it that has the authority to tell me that I'm sick? Is it you? Or is the corporations that make the pill-pill-pill-pills-) I feel so damn proud when I'm off the Addy When I didn't take them, I see others and feel saddy Cause when I do drugs man I feel so happy Rack the dopamine up, I need it all for me I need happiness, I don't need drugs (drugs) Dope me up until my body's numb (numb) How come every day I feel so dumb? (Dumb) I need that dopamine in my system, (um) Popping pills so I don't fail school Life's a trip and I was the stool Bump my toe on sadness pick myself up it's the cycle See upcoming pop shows Get tickets for your favorite artists Popping pills so I don't feel shit Call me blunt when I don't hear it Hand me the pistol I'm feeling a little violent Never expressed my own anger, well now I can It's bubbling all out now, like on a frying pan And nobody in the system could give a damn So I'm fucking up my system emptying cans I'm saying fuck you to the system that never helped It's break yourself just to function and nothing else I know they wanted to fix her, now look oh, well She's sleeping in a closet So numb that she's in hell (ah) Never expressed my own anger, well now I can It's bubbling all out now, like on a frying pan And nobody in the system could give a damn So I'm fucking up my system emptying cans I'm saying fuck you to the system that never helped It's break yourself just to function and nothing else I know they wanted to fix her, now look oh, well She's sleeping in a closet So numb that she's in hell (ah)