Original lyrics

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Hopelessly retarded Spluttering decay Crying out the lament every night and every day Hiding in the twilight X-ray shades Suffering from constipation tripping out of space I've been recoiled into stoneage Covetous a dream Obnoxious and depraved Waking up in a scream Sleeping in the morgue A weird effect on me Think i lost my consciousness Left reality My inners circle's Helter-skelter Echoes lovin' ecstasy I know I'll find a way to live A way for you and me Totally addicted under detrimental spell And if I had a shotgun I'd blow myself to hell Let me be your piggybank for nothing but your smell And if I had a shotgun I'd blow myself to hell Squalid and deranged I'm the outlaw of the king Will never be the same again Stuck in deadly sin I slouch along the street Instead of strutting down the block I still did not recover From that stunning cold shock Away from phony people Besides the way of life I won't be blamed for loving you I'll take you be my wife