Thought lyrics

There's tears on the window That won't let me sleep You choose to stay close But I feel like you've gone Hold me tight and take me home You know I’ve never been in love I fall, I fall, to all the things you know I know you're sick now But when you're not, where you are? Cold water and dying alone Rain over me with all the things I’ve done I look for you all these years When you will come back to me? I wonder if all that we lived was all a lie But I’m not, I would die