In Search Of Sanity 가사

A secret kept inside my head Another personality A symbiotic creature feeding my mind Slowly killing me At first it haunted me in my dreams And visited me at night When i woke up i felt alright But now i feel it rise Leave me alone - try to find my peacу ща minв I can't escape - i'm in search of my insanity Remembering my former life And all the beautiful thiongs i've seen Till something crept inside my head A creature wicked, wild, and mean What can i do? i cannot stand Living through this hell The man i was now down anв out It's hard for me to see I had enough, death calls for me It's time for me to go Pull the trigger - bullet - head I didn't even feel the blow No crimson light awaiting me No heaven and no hell I open my eyes and realize It keeps me still alive Leave me alone - i can't even rest in peace I can't escape - now i'm back in this hell again