A Lifetime Of Bad Habits 가사

I don't wanna be here anymore I'm sick of always waking up on the bathroom floor From another night, I drank too much Maybe I should give a fuck Well, now you're in the shower My head is in the toilet I'm trying not to vomit You're trying to ignore it I'm afraid Oh, I'm afraid Well I'm not afraid of dying Just dying alone In a cold, lonely hospital bed Without a hand to hold And I can see you there beside me Telling me I'll be okay As the life starts to leave my body And I slowly slip away Oh, I slip away I don't wanna be here anymore I'm sick of disappointing all the people I adore With another night I smoke too much Maybe I should give it up Well my lungs are turning black now I'm having trouble breathing Maybe I'll get cancer Before you start to leave me I'm afraid Oh, I'm afraid Well I'm not afraid of dying Just dying alone In a cold, lonely hospital bed Without a hand to hold And I can see you there beside me Telling me I'll be okay As the life starts to leave my body And I slowly slip away Oh, I slip away Well I'm not afraid of dying Just dying alone In a cold, lonely hospital bed Without a hand to hold And I can see you there beside me Telling me I'll be okay As the life starts to leave my body And I slowly slip away Oh, I slip away