Crystal Clear 가사

I watch the waves upon the water, searching for a reason But I know it isn't there (I know it isn't there, I know it isn't there) And so I struggle with the meaning, despite of all this feelings I know it isn't fair (I know it isn't fair, I know it isn't fair) So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's killing me I've realised I'm not afraid to love you Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? I hear it echoing like thunder Blanking my memories, of all my yesterdays And still I struggle with the meaning, dispite of all this feelings To tell who's to blame So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's killing me I've realised how much I really need you Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here? I'm standing out here in the rain, feeling like a fool again Stuck in the life I'm leading, feeling like a love life beaten Don't leave me out here in the cold, don't make me walk alone a lonely road So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's killing me I've realised how much I really miss you Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons, through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here?