Living The Wasted Life 가사

Is this what's left of me? I sense the kiss It's coming on Assess the risk between us, my fall I pray for something A quick demise Substance to substitute your restless mind Call the doctors Call the gods You can't call anyone to save me now Weak is the one who crawls Lives life behind a wall The only question here is why can't I ever Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why... can't... I ever feel? Why... can't... I ever feel? Is this what's left of me? Debilitated life? Look back and see nothing but myself wasted This is what's left of me What's left will be destroyed If it ever ending my self hatred? Is this what's left of me? Debilitated life? Look back and see nothing but myself wasted This is what's left of me What's left will be destroyed If it ever ending my self hatred? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? I am the cancer I am the cause I have the devil sitting on my left shoulder In this regresssion I'm looking for Just some attention, so don't keep me waiting Without direction Spreads the fault Searching for something just a little less caustic Sirens that sing their song Seems life is just too long I'll follow them and wonder: Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? I'm quite happy living my life this way To find I have to care anymore We've all come from one commiserating We just want to feel anything Is this what's left of me? Debilitated life? Look back and see nothing but myself wasted This is what's left of me What's left will be destroyed If it ever ending my self hatred? Is this what's left of me? Debilitated life? Look back and see nothing but myself wasted This is what's left of me What's left will be destroyed If it ever ending my self hatred? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel? Why can't I ever feel?