Opia 가사

Right where it ends I don't really believe in love I don't even know what that is And they say it all starts when we feel our mothers breathing Their chests move against our delicate bones and massage our way into life But I never chose my mother; I never knew who she was I was rather forced into this world by hers and my father's choice to have a child I don't know what love is And then I got attached to this family, to this house, to these entities And I felt like I can't live without them They had their own lives, their own rhythm, ambitions, fears and secrets I was introduced to everything they are by what they chose to tell me I built an image of them and worshiped it I lived their moments and interacted with their choices I had what they chose to give me I knew what they chose to tell me I don’t know what love is You might be wandering Why I wrote this song? It's not a lullaby for the broken It's a breathless gasp From the depth of the weakest lung My nightmares, unspoken Oceans apart Don't you know from the start That I lied to you? But this bleeding heart Is not what you should fight I took a vow to leave A verse upon your skin Sealed with tears of hope and fear The needle broke The ink was lost within Layers unclear Oceans apart Don't you know from the start I never lied to you But this bleeding heart Will never see the light