What I Want 가사

I don't even need one hand to count my real friends It's getting kinda lonely out here I guess that I wished that by twenty-six The picture would be a bit more clear I had a five-year plan, working under the man Remind me why I left to follow A dream that might make me lose my mind 'Cause I don't know where I'll be tomorrow I'm tryna trust the plan What plan? Oh, yeah, I don't even know I'm tryna understand What I want And what I don't 'cause I wanna be known but don't wanna know fame I wanna be held but I don't wanna be saved I wanna feel love without any of the pain I wanna hate him but don't wanna stay mad I wanna slow down but I don't wanna step back I wanna feel good without any of the bad That's what I want I want that I tried self-help but didn't end well I thought it might make me stronger But I still don't know when it's time to let go Or try just a little bit harder You say live in the moment but keep on growing I find it a little confusing Enjoy where you are but not for too long 'Cause you gotta still keep on moving I'm tryna trust the plan What plan? I don't even know I'm tryna understand What I want And what I don't 'cause I wanna be known but don't wanna know fame I wanna be held but I don't wanna be saved I wanna feel love without any of the pain I wanna hate him but don't wanna stay mad I wanna slow down but I don't wanna step back I wanna feel good without any of the bad That's what I want I want that That's what I want, that's what I want, that's what I want (I want that) That's what I want, that's what I want, that's what I want I wanna be cool but I've never known chill I wanna be fine without any of the pills I wanna feel only the things that I wanna feel Do you feel? I wanna hate him but don't wanna stay mad I wanna slow down but I don't wanna step back I wanna feel good without any of the bad That's what I want I want that That's what I want, that's what I want, that's what I want (I want that) That's what I want, that's what I want, that's what I want I want that