Vows Of Redemption 가사

In my darkest days in my fits of rage No regard for life all alone in a knife fight An inner beast would never let me find peace With morbid visions inflicting incisions I swore to use my fists til i slashed my wrists I welcomed death most nights But had to settle my scores right All that i could feel was grief and pain I desired my destruction - i was going insane From the miserable depths of a faded soul Spilled the vows or redemption - in a world so cold Before i threw it all away I'd make mother fuckers pay I wouldn't go out without one last bout Keep running away - for my soul i pray Redemption declared - on my soul i swear Will i ever truly rest in peace? My life was a battle that would never cease At war with myself my family and friends My life my belief the pain never ends Now its too late to ever make a change This negativity has got me fucking deranged Living this life always felt so strange But death is forever burning in flames Keep running away - for my soul i pray Redemption declared - on my soul i swear No life was wasted 'cause i made my peace Don't shed no tears for me My soul has been released Enemy to the world myself and all others There is no life my sickness smothers I feel sometimes like life did me wrong Seeking revenge since the day i was born Keep running away - for my soul i pray Redemption declared - on my soul i swear.