Dear Body 가사

Started when I was a child, watching my mom go on a diet I thought maybe I should try it Dropped a size and lost my mind in the process Waking up afraid of change I put all my self worth on my weight Living on compliments from strangers Self criticizing in the mirror years later Toxic secrets, I made you keep I starved you out, when you needed to eat But now that I see it I wanna set you free Dear body, I just wanna say I'm sorry Cause I'd never do this to somebody else But it's easy to hurt myself (Oh oh) Dear body, you're taking good care of me I wish I could say the same about you After all that I put you through (Oh oh) I said, you were too big Then you were too small Too many curves Or none at all Why was I so cruel, when you're me and I am you I'm sorry, dear body I dragged myself back to the gym, when it was therapy I shoulda been in I've never felt good in my skin, and I still wear a t-shirt when I swim Ruined so many holidays, skipping the birthdays cause of cake Counted every last little taste wondering when it would show up on my thighs or my face I know better, now that I'm older But in photos, I still hate my shoulders Oh I wanna heal this I wanna set us free Dear body, you're taking good care of me I wish I could say the same about you After all that I put you through (Oh oh) I said, you were too big Then you were too small Too many curves Or none at all Why was I so cruel, when you're me and I am you I'm sorry, dear body