If Winter Ends 가사

I dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart With heat to melt the frozen tears and burnt with reasons as to carry on Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow But I swear that I would follow anything- just get me out ofhere And you get six months to adapt and you get two more to leave town And in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around I fell for the promise of a life with purpose but I know that's impossible now so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories because I just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight I give myself three days to feel better or I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff because if I can't make myself feel better then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me passed this dead and eternal snow because I swear that I'm dying. Slowly, but it's happening and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere just take me there and say and lie to me and say it's gonne be alright.