Self Destruction is my Middle Name 가사

i want to live in black and white but nothing ever goes right. i want my goals to be in sight but if i want it, i have to fight i wish that i could be alone long enough to find some hope i wish i could learn to love myself and if i do i cant have any help pulling names out of a hat sucking blood out of a bat pulling names out of a hat sucking blood out of a bat tell us all how it feels to move so much while standing still tell us all whats it like to love so much but hate your life i want to break away and leave and find some time to finally breathe i want to love enough to believe that this life i live is a dream i wish i that everyone could see that no ones ever believed in me i wish someday that i will be happy and finally free