Out Loud 가사

You say so much to me Without saying much to me They say that silence speaks It’s so loud Screaming like a symphony When you lie next to me I'm questioning everything But still somehow I'm making excuses for the things that I know You never loved me, but you can’t let go And now I'm conflicted by the choices I make To see right through you, then look away I’ve been giving till I'm emptied out I’ve been loving you and holding you down Trade my heart to get a moment of sound But I never hear you Not out loud Not out loud Loud (repeat) I miss the energy First time feeling you next to me Getting by, getting high from the second drink It was good before you got the best of me I'm making excuses for the things that I know You used to love me now you’re letting go And now I'm conflicted by the choices I make To see right through you, then look away I’ve been giving till I'm emptied out I’ve been loving you and holding you down Trade my heart to get a moment of sound But I never hear you Not out loud Not out loud Loud (repeat) You say so much to me, but not loud You say so much to me, you say so much to me You say so much, you say so much You say so much, but not out loud