Life Is The Party 가사

Stuck in my own bed Trapped in these cardboard walls I see all these faces And they don’t see me at all I miss the old days Where time didn’t disappear We talked about our future And how we’d get out of here Sick of feelin like I’m dead Sick of fightin my eyelids Sick of hearing these sirens All I want is some silence Shh If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home Why do I stay home? If everyone says they love me, why do I feel low, as dead as my phone I don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie here in this hell I don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try all by myself If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home Why do I stay home I’m ghost of my hometown Where everything stayed the same Was king of the playground, but now I just waste my days Worried about income When everyone seems so paid Is this the outcome, of not trying to act my age Sick of feelin like I’m dead Sick of fightin my eyelids Sick of hearing these sirens All I want is some silence Sh If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home Why do I stay home? If everyone says they love me, why do I feel low, as dead as my phone I don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie here in this hell I don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try all by myself If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home Why do I stay home Gloomy, I’ma live my life feelin gloomy It’s better than feelin’ nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all Nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all Gloomy, I’ma live my life feelin gloomy It’s better than feelin’ nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all Nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home Why do I stay home? If everyone says they love me, why do I feel low, as dead as my phone I don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie here in this hell I don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try all by myself If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home Why do I stay home