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Would you be happy for me If I had nothing going on If I had nothing going on Would you be happy for me If I had nothing going on If I had nothing going on Would you still ever hit my phone Even when I think I'ma end it all There's something telling me that I'm wrong Every time that I get alone And the thoughts all come at me at once And I can't tell if its the drugs I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind And I think about this shit like all the time I swear keep a straight face actin like I'm not scared Spent my whole life walking upstairs Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there Yeah, I'm almost there How do you expect me to love you If I can't love myself And how do you expect me to trust you If I can't trust myself Would you be happy for me If I had nothing going on If I had nothing going on Would you be happy for me If I had nothing going on If I had nothing going on If I never ever made a song Would they ever give me time of day And if I never ever reach the top Would everybody still treat me the same Probably not but its okay yeah I don't blame them its all a game, yeah We all playing to get nowhere We all playing to get nowhere But its never over And sometimes its torturing me How do you expect me to love you If I can't love myself How do you expect me to trust you If I can't trust myself Would you be happy for me If I had nothing going on If I had nothing going on Would you be happy for me If I had nothing going on If I had nothing going on