Agoraphobic 가사

I’ve become agoraphobic Confined to the cells I’ve built inside my head I’m never going on the outside ever again The sun is shining through the curtains Oh, it’s a beautiful day outside I’m sure But I’m just gonna have to trust you And take you at your word Because it’s comfortable in here Just me and debilitating fear My self-security blanket warms As I know the end is near So please don’t take my pain away It’s all I got to keep me warm and safe Armageddon’s approaching, it’s fair to say So, board up the windows and lock the doors I’m not going outside anymore Unless I’m dragged kicking And screaming, I’m staying indoors There’s a clock upon the nightstand Programmed to notify me of another day The weather really doesn’t matter when it’s always cold and gray I hit the snooze while I’m sleeping Un-rested, adjust myself accordingly Pace back and forth three times rinse Repeat, scrub until it’s clean But it’s comfortable in here Just me and debilitating fear By self-help medicating my future’s looking fucking clear I’ve lost my mind this time it’s somewhere I swear I’ve lost my mind this time, I can’t find it anywhere So please don’t take my pain away