Harder To Pretend 가사

It's hard to explain why I wanna die But how can you say that, when you live a perfect life? So don't say: You know just how I feel I wish I could tell you how the cold water makes it so real But I don't know why Why I wanna drink all the time But don't worry 'Cause I'll be fine And no matter how many times They tell you: Don't speak your mind Well, it's better to say when you're at your end 'Cause it's harder to pretend There's no-one to blame, cause it's no-ones fault It's not out of anger, it's just that I've had enough So call all my friends tell them I said Thanks for the memories, they're ones that I won't forget But I don't know why Why I wanna drink all the time But don't worry 'Cause I'll be fine But know that no matter how many times They tell you: Don't speak your mind Well, it's better to say when you're at your end 'Cause it's harder to pretend Harder to pretend I guess it's time Guess it's time for me to go But if this is goodbye I hope you know