If I Hadn't Met You 가사

If I hadn't met you Would I be all alone Hiding in my bedroom Living life through a phone I'm scared Of everything and everyone Everything I haven't done yet My head is in its own I was a dreamer, but I hit my ceiling I lie awake stone-cold most evenings I hit the bleachers instead of playing 'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating But then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go in your head And out of everybody else that I've met It's you You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go If I hadn't met you Would I lie through my teeth Hiding all the rest, you Got the best part of me I'm scared Of letting anybody get Close enough to have regrets I get if you wanna go I was a dreamer, but I hit my ceiling I lie awake stone-cold most evenings I hit the bleachers instead of playing 'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating But then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go in your head And out of everybody else that I've met It's you You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go My bed is so tired of me All the demons in my head are lying to me There's a war between myself and who I'm tryna be Now I don't know how to function in society One two three medications Just so I can have a fucking normal conversation I sleep better when I've been sedated I'm scared of everybody else and I hate it You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you I don't think I'd be the same I won't ever let you, let you go, go