this is what a rough childhood feels like 가사

It's ten o'clock and the whisper's starting To realise what it always has been All of the times where we'd sit in silence The only reason that you'd stop fighting For silly things like how the glass condenses Onto the table, we'd never forget this Was it our fault to think we should've built fences Around the wooden doors that would just make it Harder for me just to blink This anger, we're surrounded In holes deep, not surfaces Don't wanna end up like this Where do I go when this place I call my home, feels like the opposite? I could've sworn I saw you pushed her down our stair Had to leave this gaze prepared, leave my bedroom, clothes, and photos Worst is you were unaware That she was hurting, of all her things you had to break her Like trees who started screaming out with names as thunder Why did you have to take that ring, were you just under? Just give it back, and take our lives, let this be over Harder for me just to blink This anger, we're surrounded In holes deep, not surfaces Don't wanna end up like this