Bitter Sweet Paradise 가사

What do you see when you look at me Can you feel the pain in my eyes? Where will I go, what will I do Who earned the right to criticise? I've had my share; it's enough for me I tried to speak, you won't let me be Just lay your venom to one side What did I do to cause you pain And have you scream my name in vain Just save your story For when the hangman comes around I may not see tomorrow But I'm not the only one I'm the master of my sorrow So take a look in my eyes For this bitter sweet paradise All my life I've been a devotee Confirmed to esoteric ways You build me up, and then you broke me down It's just the price I had to pay Bruised and battered, down on my knees I call your name, but silence greets me Just pray my demons don't collide What did I lose to live this life? Salvation from sacrifice Forgive me father for I know Not of what I've become