Suicidal 가사

It's late again I'm finishing up and going to bed Completely drained my body is like a plant before the rain No life sparks left suicidal I'm crawling near the edge Nothing seems nice anymore I'm so fucked up So sorry for the world Suicidal that's what I am I have no feelings left for life itself My monotonous life will disappear Bring down Jesus and let him slave before my god What have I done so wrong I try to live my life the way I was taught come kick me hard kick me until I wake up No life sparks left suicidal I'm crawling near the edge Nothing seems so right anymore I'm so fucked up So sorry for the world Suicidal that's what I am I have no feelings left for life itself My monotonous life will disappear Bring down Jesus and let him slave before my god