Better Ways to Perish 가사

I spared no effort to feed that ego with gold and love I did my best in vain If all the mistakes smell like mold There is no reason why to insist on living the same way I won't wait for the atrophy of my self-esteem Charm stands behind this struggle and it's surfacing But it will sink to the bottom We forecast how we will fall We forecast how we will fall What the fuck is missing? There's a better way to perish I guess I gave away what I couldn't keep I've washed my eyes with mud for so long that I can't see anything And I've learned that I need no one... No one to support me I can't believe things got like this (I can't believe) things got like this I won't wait for the atrophy of my self-esteem Charm stands behind this struggle and it's surfacing It will sink