Deceptive Felicity 가사

Sink within myself to introspect my obnoxious responses to enfeeble unintended impulsions Despised emotions restrained Fear to lose my balance, the rational grip ...to be disconnected from my mind Shield myself with repugnance, dispraising selfindulgence Emotions deracinated Despised emotions restrained It's nothing but a deceptive felicity Gazing at a haze, at the image of my projection... a creation of ultimate perfection. Its appeal sustains, persists in my mind Unexpectedly blinding my eyes Desiderating affection, subtitute its absence Drowning in an ebulliency of euphoria Trying to maintain the suppress, the rejection and to impede more luring inducements Deceptive felicity Almost too easy to leave my values behind for these temporary thoughts No... may not yield to the temptation Disdaining these impulsive thoughts I'm sickening the inquietude within Compunction... desecrating the contempting, enshrined image To deplete, to erase the stigmatization of my infirmity To be drifted by intimacy and sphere is equal to pathetic vulnerability