Ascension Denied 가사

In the sunless fields of twilight dreams The wings of unreality unfold And though my eyes stare into what seems to be There’s nothing there but the shadow of hope And again i fall into the darkness The only truth i’ve ever known Forever denied to me the blessing of light I curse the remnants of this life Shadows of light rip through my mind Tearing within my soul to fly Won’t i open my eyes and die? Oh please, let me die, oh please let me die Here after i hear the wind calling Like echoes of a vision forlorn My name sung over and over again Broken into laughter as i reach out Why was i left to un-rest in this dark place? When all i ever wished for was to end it all The icy embrace of the blade upon my flesh My last communion with this god forsaken world And again i fall into the darkness The only truth i’ve ever known Forever denied to me the blessing of light I curse the remnants of this life Bring upon this fallen world the wrath of centuries gone A plague upon all humankind for none deserve the light of dawn Here my lament from beyond, my silent song, my spell of hate The angels have forsaken me; my only heaven is my grave I curse this god and all its kind, those sheep on their knees for all time As a wolf i have lived and died and for this i am damned to lie Endlessly slumbering in the dark, forgotten by both life and death Is this the price i am to pay for refusing to kneel and obey?