My Love, My Illness, My End 가사

Waking up to the reality that everything I do and everything I'll try is meaningless And so it seems that I'm falling apart more with each and every day And memories are all that I have left of you Your pale white skin, your soft cold touch, and dark brown eyes You embody everything I hate My lungs seem to cave in Your last words left me gasping for breath Tear at me it's all for you You can't see what I went through To be broken by you I took a chance, I opened up, and let you in Let you consume me My illness is my love I lost it all, I gave up hope, gave up on you You'll leave in silence Leaving it all behind for nothingness is not as haunting as you would think I'll bring the end and burn the empty space between you and me Make believe my journey back I'll make it home alive I packed my bags with hopes and dreams but I left them all behind I've gone away to a place that you will never find You'll never see my face again I'm ending this tonight Bring on my end Leaving it all behind for nothingness is not as haunting as you would think I'll bring the end and burn the empty space between you and me