The Holidays 가사

the holidays brother laughs grandma's cooking mom and dad it used to be so carefree now we've become divided family and now it's christmas gather round the tree something's missing is it only me the stockings hung but i don't care there seems to be an empty chair the food looks great but i can't eat it bothers me i think i'll cry where can a young boy hide it seems so very far away the tree must come down but must the house fall too i wish that i had realized i could run to you and now it's christmas gather round the tree something's missing is it only me is it really christmas because i don't believe i've surely found no answer chasing misery