My Own Grave 가사

I wish you were in my mind to see the things I can't say But I am so hated would it matter anyway? Standing here Just remembering Picturing a life between you and me I know I'm not the one you want And all those dark days now are gone But you remains into my mind It will until the day I die Sometimes I wish I could forget I could finally lie down and rest I'm sick of spend hours awake It feels like digging my own grave I wish I had somewhere to stay when the rain comes at night Loneliness embraces me while downtown shines so bright Standing here Just remembering Picturing a life between you and me I know I'm not the one you want And all those dark days now are gone But you remains into my mind It will until the day I die Sometimes I wish I could forget I could finally lie down and rest I'm sick of spend hours awake It feels like digging my own grave When you said: You are mine Everything was a lie?