Asking myself 가사

Looking out of my window The bright lights are out of order Just the loneliness is my friend The cars lanterns are blinding me On the far horizon I can see The sun going out Letting the darkness of night Fill the night without stars The shining points are all backdoor Nothings outside, nothings in Behind a wall of murky bricks Nothings left, nothing within And then I ask to myself What I am doing here I was supposed to be at home Being just right and always near The city lights are getting turned off But I'm still walking around I couldn't sleep, I couldn't dream This unceasing feeling is destroying me And then I ask to myself What should I do? Follow the rules, or break them all I wanna do only what I have in mind