Shadows Of My Life 가사

When I was younger I used to believe my life would get better as I lived look at this old boy who is older inside his inner hunger, I don't know why they just wanted to decide for me a new generation for a family tree I got no results but I'm doing all my best and I want a chance to try again I don't care about fatherland too many times he raised his hand for a strong morality he gave me no excuses I'm sick of it all and I'll never be quiet there's no satisfaction in living this life that brings me closer to a bitter disease I try to forget but I'll never be pleased I'm split inside but I try to be one and all the colours I see they confuse me no more reasons to stop running and to rest now I've got a chance to try again I don't care about fatherland too many times he raised his hand for a strong morality he gave me no excuses Shadows of my life will my dreams come true tonight? Shadows of my life I'm telling you next time Can you read this story inside my eyes? Innocence's something I've been losing soon I'm still screaming for all the lies that I was told still they are trying to change my mind memories to forget my tears increasing my lust they will disappear maybe it's time to rise and stand behind my smile a desperate cry memories will deny my past I'm here to see and understand I won't live for yesterday anymore it's finally time to deify my body Shadows of my life will my dreams come true tonight? Shadows of my life I'm telling you next time Shadows of my life will my dreams come true tonight? Shadows of my life I'm telling you next time