Promised Heaven 가사

When I pray I kneel down in front of you And I think .... Where are you? I can't see you And I feel so weak I don't trust your white tears Have you left me now? You were never with me... It's alright to make mistakes I'm only human The mortal one Who lives fulfilling your laws, no thanks! I would like to ask you God When I die where I should go? Into ashes will my soul turn? Where is your blue paradise? If there's an eternal life... Why don't you bring this life here? Born to die This sensation is so strange Born to die To live fulfilling your laws... no thanks! If you want, I'll try to save you But to save me from all your lies? You've always believed in my truth In your stupid Holy Bible Also in your famous saying "I am the path, the truth and the life" Everything you say I distrust Can you prove me now that you are real?