Ruins 가사

I, I shoulda spoken Down by the ocean When you said we were broken You said everything's changing Your heart's rearranging We were just eighteen Didn't know what I love you really means But I shoulda said it 'Cause I woulda meant it And now that I found it Oh, it's hard to forget it How could we know Who we would be When you were still living in that house by the sea But If you're gonna break my heart, just do it I think a part of me has always known You're gonna leave my life in ruins So why am I still by the phone? Just so we can take it too far and lose it You know, I got this feeling in my bones You're gonna leave my life in ruins So what's another night alone? It's been So many lifetimes So many midnights For so many years And I Just wish I could reach you I wish I could hear your Words through your tears And sometimes I call you I don't leave a message 'Cause what would you say if I actually said it And how could we know Who we would be Secretly falling, so in love by the sea But If you're gonna break my heart, just do it I think a part of me has always known You're gonna leave my life in ruins So why am I still by the phone? Just so we can take it too far and lose it You know, I got this feeling in my bones You're gonna leave my life in ruins So what's another night alone? Every time that I talk to you It gets harder to face the truth We're in love, you live with someone else I go home and I blame myself If you're gonna break my heart, just do it I think a part of me has always known You're gonna leave my life in ruins So why am I still by the phone? Just so we can take it too far and lose it You know, I have this feeling in my bones You're gonna leave my life in a ruin So what's another night alone?