Cutting The Grass 가사

Do I want this like enough? Would it feel like giving up? There's a part of me that's almost clocking out Do I want kids? Maybe two Get a hybrid Subaru And move out to the suburbs – but for now I'll Work late just to be tired Get hurt to get inspired Refresh to watch it load And I'll move too fast to take it slow And I'll catch up to go in circles Practice to run rehearsals Hold too tight to let it go Am I cutting the grass to watch it grow? Pick a single, pick a lane 31's the new 28 And if you ask, the music's going great But if I never left home, then she'd be pregnant And we'd be beautifully stagnant Instead, I search for deeper meaning – can I monetize that feeling? While I work late just to be tired Get hurt to get inspired Refresh to watch it load And I'll move too fast to take it slow And I'll catch up to go in circles Practice to run rehearsals Hold too tight to let it go Am I cutting the grass to watch it grow? My confidence is non-existent Smoke and mirrors – am I a gimmick? I'm not ungrateful, but something's missing Will it always, will it always be missing? While I I envy the ones I idol Young, rich, and in denial New only till it's old Am I cutting the grass to watch it grow?