If I Tried 가사

If I Tried I was late and dawn is near though tired as hell just sitting here suspended in one of my eternities as I realized why my body starts to freeze I think of all the hurt and pain you've gone through and how I was never there for you I think of all the lonely cries you've shed as I lay comfortably in this very bed and though I know deep down inside I couldn't have helped you if I tried but I hate myself for it anyway I think of how you must have sat all day and night by the telephone as your lonely tears begin to fill my eyes outside the sun's rays have already touched the skies (chorus)