Cursed 가사

I've always lived madly Once my mother said devil was in me Grew up and became the black sheep I brought too much pain I killed, I raped, I spit at the Holy Cross I stole and spent the money with hores A priest said to me I was cursed and I laugh at him I couldn't see the path I was taking Don't know now what it's reality or dream I feel so lonely Feel so much agony I feel hell is calling me I'm crawling I'm facing it My life turned into a purgatory It's over Realize it I'm not ready to pay for my sins I enter a world drowned in pain Bodies fall all around me Distorted faces cry for their sins They write them on the walls with their blood and pray on their knees Can't see where am I I'm swimming in a pool of blood I Don't know how I came into here And I don't know why, I know that I must exit now. But no one can hear me I'm screaming for help Screaming for life Screaming out for a light But what are my sins? I'm here to pay Are them so severe that i'll suffer eternally? Constantly tortured Sins are transformed into torment Creation of mind, insanity? Am I dead or alive? When the dream is gone and I come back into reality I don't know what to believe does it all really exists, or is it all insanity? I'm crawling I'm facing it Inside my soul I feel agony It's over Realize it I regret of my sins I'm crawling I'm facing it My life turned into a purgatory It's over Realize it I'm not ready to pay for my sins